"I took the time to read most of your posts and understand where you are coming from RR. Christianity and the many pseudo-forms of it are a maze that the average unbeliever would never know how to sort through listening to 90+% of those who attend and serve in churches throughout the USA. It was not that much better in the 60's than it is today... it was just a little more pious... That said, it is our tendency as humans to rationalize each situation that we are put in, probably similar to when you had cancer...there were things that you may have reasoned in or out of your life to cope with that wicked disease, just to make sense of things and how to not lose your mind. I have been in some tight places before and know how this works and feels (a little). Back on your current issue, I can see how becoming a Universalist and wanting to stay "Christian" is an issue for you and hence your post. I can assure you that many inside and outside of the church will have many opinions, however you should know the truth at this moment in your life. I don't know all of the specifics of your Christian experience but I do see that you are trying to cope with your heart and Christ. Tough situation. Christ is there with you. Christ never left the Scriptures for expediency or comfort... remember his temptation in the desert. He had not eaten for 40 days and Satan presented all things to Christ in a "reasonable" manner and solution to the issues he was having. Christ was much stronger and faithful than we will ever be walking on this planet. This does not mean that we Christians can throw in the towel when we are in a tough spot and say that Scripture doesn't matter. God's word was good then and not now...this is very deceptive when we are faced with an Eternal God who literally holds time in the palm of his hand and can look ahead / behind/left side/right side of it...very different from out temporal situation here in our minds. Your son said that he is celibate, which is good. Having same-sex or opposite-sex attraction is never a problem, as long as the individual doesn't act on it outside of marriage. There is no such thing as Gay Marriage with God in the Scriptures, marriage is the most sacred thing we humans do and God made and ordained it that way. I really can't understand your church abandoning you at this difficult time...doesn't sound too Christian in my professional opinion (I am a professional fruit inspector). I have 2 daughters that have run far from Christianity and it is something that I pray about regularly...but I know that God is faithful and will intervene. I do not resort to Universalism or something else, I go to the feet of Christ. He is faithful. My job is to trust and even when nothing makes sense to me or those around me, I must trust him. These trials are put specifically in our way for testing...the question is not: can God do anything, the question is will I trust him to take care of business? He made everything and holds it all together so that even the Atheist can wake up to a predictable sunrise tomorrow morning without ever questioning if it will happen. A trap that many fall into is to create a new god that does everything that we want the way that we would do it... Please respond and let me know if you would like to discuss further."
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